It hurts knowing you have broken off a long relationship. In his email to me he questioned if how it was so easy for me to not even show any feelings. Funny he has no clue how tough it is for me to do what i did. It hurts me to hurt him because i truly did love him, and the truth is we never really get over someone. We will always have a special place for them in our heart. I have to be in constant prayer to feel better about my decision because it was so hard. Only those who have cut off a relationship can truly feel what i feel. Christ understands the most though because he became a man and can feel and know our pain. It will be a constant struggle for me for a while... But in the end i know God will guide me through.